Easy to Say that God is Merciful

(Fr. Andrew’s homily for April 7th 2024)

To say that God is merciful is easy, even popular. However, receiving God’s mercy is not that easy. It is easy to understand that God forgives, but it is not as easy to seek God’s forgiveness.

God’s forgiveness is like a doctor’s healing. If you want to be healed by a doctor, you need to acknowledge that you are sick, go to the doctor and do what the doctor says, even when it is painful. In order to be forgiven we need, first, to acknowledge that we have sinned and this requires humility; second, we need to acknowledge it before God Himself, who is not only the doctor but also the one whom we have offended with our sin; finally, we need to take the prescribed medicine, which is going to confession, and this requires great humility as well. Jesus prescribed this medicine to the Church in today’s Gospel, when He said: “As the Father has sent me, so I send you... Receive the Holy Spirit. Whose sins you forgive are forgiven them, and whose sins you retain are retained” (John 20:21-23). Jesus gave to the Apostles, together with the Holy Spirit, the authority He had from the Father to forgive sins.

The Church cannot forgive sins without Jesus, but Jesus does not want to forgive them without the Church.[1] Jesus could still forgive sins outside of confession, if He wants to, but He certainly wants the Church to forgive sins in His name. He said to the Apostles, “Whose sins you forgive are forgiven them” (John 20:23) and He never said, “But if someone wants to come directly to me, it’s ok too.” He didn’t say that.

So, we have been reassured by Jesus that we can be forgiven by the Apostles and all those who share in this “ministry of reconciliation,” as St. Paul says (cf. 2 Corinthians 5:18). Why not go to confession, then? Well, because it is difficult, because we are ashamed, because it feels humiliating. We all may have felt that way some time.

Why did Jesus invent the Sacrament of Reconciliation? Why did He connect His forgiveness to the human judgment of a priest? I wish I could respond in a few words, but it is impossible. Let me say just two things in the time we have.

1.  Forgiving someone is not ignoring their sin. When someone has offended you, you may choose not to punish them, but forgiving them implies more than that. It implies that you are aware of the offense and that you are still willing to do good to that person; it implies that, for you, that person is still good (that is, lovable) despite the fact that they did wrong; it implies that, for you, your brother or sister’s sin does not define them, does not make them bad, at least not for you. “The fact that my brother did bad does not mean for me that he is bad: I still love him. There is still something good about him.”

Now, does this attitude change anything in the sinner? Does he actually become good because I have forgiven him? Is he actually sorry for what he did? Did he stop doing it or does he continue doing even worse things? Forgiving is not abandoning people in their sins. The forgiving person desires a change of heart in the sinner and tries to do something about that, at least by prayer. God does the same: He wants us to be good, not sinners. He calls us to repentance and conversion, He calls us to newness of life. He cares about us; He does not abandon us in our sinfulness.

God’s mercy is God’s moving towards the sinner to make the sinner good, to cure him or her, to restore their spiritual health. But, why through the Church?

2.  From a more human point of view, the word “redemption” has a lot to do with convincing ourselves that we are good after we have been bad, at least in our estimation. Many people think of themselves as bad people, or as failures, or as lost cases. Many times they try to hide those feelings to themselves and to others around them, in many ways, but they still look for someone who can make them feel that they are good. Some people may get emotionally stuck in despair: they feel that the burden they carry cannot be undone by anyone. They think they have no redemption.

In cases of emotional trauma, people who feel that they have no “redemption”, so to speak, can be assisted by someone who helps them recover their own sense of dignity. But when someone has committed sin and they know it, there is nobody in the world who can convince them that they are good. They need to hear this from God Himself. God knew that, and this is why He Himself said that He would truly forgive and make good again whoever the Apostles would forgive. This is the only reassurance on earth that we are forgiven: the words of the priest.

God’s care for the sinner is accomplished through the wonderful sacrament of Reconciliation. He receives your confession that you did bad and that you are sorry about that; and He reassures you that what you did is forgiven because He has redeemed you and made you whole again. He has cured what was sick in you and welcomes you again as His good child. Only God can do that. And He does it through a man.

Briefly, other reasons why God chose to forgive in this way are: 1) every sin implies an act of pride: “God thinks this is not good for me, but I disagree”; the forgiveness of sin comes through an act of humility, that is, the confession of our sins. 2) When we sin we hurt not only God but also His Church. This is because we are part of a Body, the Church: when we are sick the whole Body suffers. For this reason, it is fitting that we confess our sins not only to God but to the Church as well and that we receive forgiveness from God through the Church.

I hope God gives us all a greater appreciation of the sacrament of His Mercy, the sacrament of Reconciliation. We should see the door of the confessional like an entrance to the Heart of Jesus, rent open out of love for us.


[1] Cf. Blessed Isaac of Stella (12th century), Sermon 11 in Liturgy of the Hours, Office of Readings for Friday XXIII in Ordinary Time.

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